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Just thought I would post something for all to read. having a bad week. So not up to posting to much lately. Have a great weekend.

1. What is the middle name of the last person you slept with?
Diane

2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color?
black lacey ones

3. What is the song you want played at your funeral?
haven't thought that far

13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?
a couple (light weight)

14. Where is your best friend?
sleeping

15. Hair color you like on someone you're dating?
dark with highlights through it and spikey

16. Would you rather be blind or deaf?
I would rather not pick I think it would be asking for trouble

17. Do you have any special talents?
I can bowl and play cards (poker) really good and I love anything to do with numbers

18. Did you brush your teeth this morning?
Of course!

19. Ever call for a booty call?
lol

21. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid?
Endless Love with Brooke Shields in it. Love that movie

22. What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?
take off my shoes and unload my hands

23. Do you like horror or comedy?
horror mostly but I love comedy as well

24. Do you like to watch movies by yourself?
no I like to cuddle

25. Guilty pleasure movie you will always watch if it's on?
Cocktail

26. Person you most wish you hadn't been with?
My ex

27. If you weren't gay, what person of the opposite sex would you do?
Not in a million years would I ever be straight again

28. Where do you want to live when you are old?
Colorado by the mountains

29. Who is the person you can count on most?
my partner for life

30. If you could date any celebrity past or present,who would it be?
Drew Barrymore or Ellen Degeneres

31. Favorite drinking game?
Kings

Just For Fun

I'm a girl
I'm a boy
I like rain - and thunder
I am a good dancer
I wear tank tops
I like thongs
I watch cartoons - sometimes
I've watched Nick Jr. well into my teens
I spend too much time online
I have a collection of something
I have too many clothes
I can't control myself
I have been in love---and happily married
I prefer construction paper over regular printer paper
I have a coloring book
I've been in a different country other than my own
I pretend to know things I don't
I am often sick
I complain too much
My life isn't as bad as I like to say it is
Someone likes me
I wish I weren't so stupid
I think I need to talk to someone about my problems
I don't treat my friends as well as I should
I have skipped school before
I can stand on my toes
I can do the full macarena
Tongue-twisters are easy to say
I listen to 80s music
I have too many secrets to count
I try to be as honest with people as much as possible
I'd be better off without my parent(s)
I have more than one life-changing regret
I want to live to be over 100
I like to party hard
I listen to heavy metal
I sometimes stereotype people even though I hate labels
I'm artsy and 100% original
My nose is stuffy right now
I wish the weather would be warmer
I've frolicked on a beach - Florida baby
I once updated my journal more than 5 times in a day
I have more than one messaging programI think
South Park is the best show ever
I love Johnny Depp
If I see a penny, I always pick it up
I watch Disney movies regularly
Peter Pan has the right idea
I have a special cup that nobody can use but me - My Taz cup my girl got me
I'm territorial
Even if I believe in non-violence, I will fight for what I believe in
I have a new computer
My boy/girlfriend doesn't treat me as well as they should
I try to be a good person to everyone
I am rude
I snore and/or sleep talk
I over-eat when I am too stressed
I take a lot of pics of myself then delete them because I think I'm ugly
I have a bad self-image
I think I'm fat
I'm waiting for someone to get online right now
I want to paint my room a different color
I have an interest in designing things
I'm a follower, not a leader
I am in love right now
I underestimate what my parents probably know about me
I take people for granted - my girl
I listen to music all the time
I'm a huge nerd
I know the real definition to the word 'dork'
I'm not as charitable as I could & should be
I change or update my profile(s) regularly
I am a member to 5+ web-sites
I like to play neopets daily
I know someone that needs help, but I don't try to help them
I've dipped my head under water to hold my breath see what 'drowning' feels like
I have a step-family
I've thought about dying before
I didn't have many friends when I was growing up
I comment on my friends' journals
I watch the news
I'm into politics
I do my homework regularly
I have a cell-phone
I'm not shy
I have three blankets on my bed that are all different colors
I think my house/apartment smells weird
I am two-faced around certain people
I bite my nails---when nervous
I watch Lord of the Rings at least once a week
I think some of my friends are total nerds
I've attended a Cosplay
I have a penpal
I think stickers are the coolest
I like to correspond with people through actual letters & packages
I think hugs are the greatest show of affection - and kisses
I sometimes don't wash my hands after I use the potty
I have tried my hand at acting
I made a positive difference in someone else's life
I'm generous
My heart has been broken
I have been in a long term relationship
My friends barely know how I feel
I have a car - Ford Escort and a Jeep Cherokee
I've run up a phone bill - talking to my girl when we were first getting to know each other
I watch the Surreal Life
I have an optimouse
My internet is too slow for my needs
I love to eat chocolate
My biggest fear is being alone
I have a best friend who knows me 100%
I like the band Coldplay
I have/used to have braces
I find everyone attractive in their own way
I have been in a long distance relationship
I look for the good in people
I'm usually fun to be around
I cry at least once a week
I have stuffed animals - beanie babies
I don't have cable
I have a pessimistic outlook on life
I clean my ears
I like to work out - when I get the chance
I don't like to complain

Grown-up Christmas List Meme

This one came from sassyfemme

1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Hot chocolate, but I keep trying egg nog every year. It might be growing on me just a little.

2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? Santa always wraps her presents with pretty little bows and all the neat stuff.

3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? Its been a white christmas tree with blue lights on it for several years now, but my girl is wanting to do the whole green tree with colored lights this year.

4. Do you hang mistletoe? Every year

5. When do you put your decorations up? Last year it was Thanksgiving. This year its just now going up today.

6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? greenbean casserole

7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child: my pepa used to hang little stockings on the christmas tree filled with 1 dollar bills, so how ever old you where you got that many dollars in your stocking. And when we used to go into his office he would always have the flavored stick candy to give us.

8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? Im not really sure, probably from a friend or something

9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? Every year because my girl just can't wait. I love her so much for that.

10. How do you decorate your Christmas Tree? White tree, blue lights, ornaments that we have collected, blue christmas bulbs, popcorn string that we all make each year, candy canes, blue angel for the tree topper, and blue tinsel

11. Snow! Love it or Dread it? I dread it only because I dont like the cold and having to scape off your car every morning while freezing and having to shovel snow. Uggghhhh. But I love it because of the snowball fights and the sledding and the whole getting snowed in. Love that.

12. Can you ice skate? not really but my girl is trying to teach me. I am getting better

13. Do you remember your favorite gift? As a little kid? Cabbage Patch Dolls. As a teen? clothes. As an adult? watching the face of our son as he opens all his gifts. And all the suprises

14. What’s the most important thing about the Holidays for you? My family and games

15. What is your favorite Holiday Dessert? have more than one. watergate cake, fudge, pie-crust cinnamon rolls and pistachio pudding with pineapples and marshmellows and pecans, yummmmmmmy

16. What is your favorite holiday tradition? playing games with the presnts and opening a gift on Christmas Eve

17. What tops your tree? A blue and white angel

18. Which do you prefer giving or receiving? I love to give the most, but dont get me wrong I like to recieve to. The ultimate suprise of opening a gift is the best

19. What is your favorite Christmas Song? Frosty the Snowman

If you celebrate Christmas, go ahead and play!

Cujo Cats

I read madhatters blog for monday and she was talking about her litlle devils and I thought I would share our cujo cats stories with all of you as well.

We have two cats that are about a year old now. One is a gray tabby and the other is a black and brownish persian, Tiki. Both males. We call them the cujo cats. While we are asleep are gone they ransack the place. Mostly our kitchen. They open the kitchen cabinets and empty them with can goods, bags of chips torn open, bags of flour torn into and flour everywhere from the kitchen to the bedrooms, bread box open and the bread half eaten, lipton noodles everywhere out of the bag, trash bag riddled, and so much more. And when we are home and have a drink sitting anywhere the gray one named Booboo thinks he has to knock it over and see whats inside. Everytime too, no matter where the drink is he will find it and knock it over. Then I have this big mess to clean up while bitchin a fit. UUUGgghhhhh. And they like to climb up are miniblinds and hang from them. They jump from the floor to the couch to the miniblinds to the couch to the floor and repeat it over and over again. Untill we stop them. We also have one beta fish that they like to play with the food container.
Also we have above our cabinets like a shelf that we have a collection of empty liqour bottles that we have collected from everywhere and everyone. Well they jump up there somehow and knock the dang bottles over and off sometimes. I do not see how they can jump that freakin high. I need to put a video camera in there and see how they do it. Yeah, I should put one in every room in the house and just watch them.

Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?:
no

Were you the first?:
yes

Who was present at your birth?:
My parents, doctor and a nurse maybe

Were your parents married when you were born?:
yes

What is your birthdate?
May 4th, 1974

Part 2: The Family

Are you parents married or divorced?
divorced just last week

An only child?:
two sisters

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?:
Oldest

What are your sibling's names?:
Heather and Missy

Which parent do you get along with best?:
my mom and I used to be but now its more my father lately

What do you fight about?
the divorce and her new boyfriend

Do you have step parents?:
hell no, will never call him anything close to a dad

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend?
a couple

What do you like to do when you are together?
play cards and talk mostly

Do you share the same interests?:
we all love to play cards

Which friend can you tell anything to?:
both for the most part

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?:
pretty low at the moment. I know I am beautiful but just a little overwieght

Do you get depressed about things easily?:
yes when me and my girl are not getting along and I am all stressed out and very depressed

Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?:
a little of both

Are you happy?:
almost always

Do you live life to the fullest?:
no

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?
no

Describe your hair?
blondish-brown, sometimes its curly if I put gel in it or I straighten it sometimes if I have the time to do so

How do you dress?
depends on the way I feel that day. Either comfy or dressed up. Almost always in flip-flops. And I wear 6-8 rings, bracelet, earrings and a necklace daily no matter what.

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?:
nope

What did you used to love that you no longer do?
relax outside in the grass counting stars and talking to friends

Do you have the same friends?:
no, lost touch

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?
kids being asses about my weight and almost every person I dated cheated on me. That is maybe why I have such low self-esteem, hummmm.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?:
to buy a new house

Are you scared of growing old?:
yes, very scared. I mean is there life after you die or is that just it forever. I sometimes wonder what really does happen to you when you die.


Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?:
in the summer outdoors and in the winter, wrap me up in my babies arms and keep me warm.

Favorite Season:
fall the perfect season

Do you like walking in the rain?:
love the rain, hell yeah

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?
nope

What is your favorite food?:
mexican food and my new recipe for making boneless buffalo wings. YUMMMYYYYY

What food makes you want to gag?
spinach

What is your favorite dessert?
strawberry cheesecake and mint chocolate chip ice-cream with pineapple topping

What is your favorite restaurant?:
Los Corrals and Ponack's (mexican)

Are you a fussy eater?
yeah you could say that

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?:
taken and very much in love


Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?:
oh yeah, the best and when your son looks at you and tells you that he loves you and gives you a big hug and a kiss. Thats right up there too.

Do you believe in love at first sight?:
yes, thats how I fell for my girl

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences:
realizing that I was gay and falling head over heals in love with my girl


What was one of the worst?
my parents getting a divorce

Have you ever done drugs?
yes, but not proud of it

Have you ever thought you were going to die?:
yeah on 9/11